#and the fact that i am going completely crazy over minsung (i am just good at keeping it to myself)

[italianpersonwithashippersheart]

Thoughts on RPF

I realized that I've been in the BL sphere a long time and I am now entering a new fandom (stray kids - still not going in the tags way too much x reader stuff that isn't my cup of tea at all) and I never made a post about my thoughts on RPF and how they changed etc. And since both spheres do have a pretty sizable RPF fandom I wanted to write my thoughts on a single post.

I used to be totally against it. We all seen the articles about the ruined friendships and how difficult it was for them (I am thinking about the One Direction boys or Dan and Phill etc...). But then I entered the BL sphere and encounter Thai BL (and other spaces BL and K-Pop alike) brand of fanservice. And meet some lovely people who made look at stuff from another prespective.

So my current thoughts on the shipping of real people are the following:

Fanservice is not queerbaiting (Let's just get this out of the way) - Fanservice has been used everywhere in het shows and movies, even recently (see Bridgerton stars of the new season playful flirting in interviews and that Blond girl from Euphoria with the "romance" speculation thing for her het romance movie)

Shipping celebrities is actually nothing new. People have been doing that kind of stuff with het celebrities since we started having celebrity. I am pretty sure gossip magazine were at some point half founded by it. No one ever felt the need to make this into a weird horrid thing until people started to ship same sex people.

ANY FAN behavior that involves sending hate (or protest trucks or whatever else) to a real person celebrity or not is wrong. The reason behind the action is irrelevant, crossing that line because a real person you don't know didn't behave the way you wanted it to is wrong the why doesn't matter.

Shipping is a fan thing, don't ask about it to the celebrity during lives, don't always wonder about the ship or where the other person in the ship is. It's a fan thing, it stays in the fandom.

If the people you are shipping tell you to stop, STOP! If they say honestly we are just friends. They are just friends. Believe what they are saying. Even if that means you might fall for a lie, or whatever.

If they are queer it might not be safe for them to come out. And an acutal confirmation might ruin their carrear. Act accordingly.

Don't assume you know them, or that your opinion and vibes are what's actually true. Also the phrase don't assume other's people sexuality means don't presume they are straight not just don't presume they are queer.

Don't make it your entaire life. There are things that are more important than shipping. I promise. If you base your entaire existence based on this one ship you will be miserable.

Platonic Love is still important and valid and not everything needs to be romantic.

FINALLY: My personal thoughts on whatever pair braind or ship of real people you see me mention on here is this. I love their realtionship. I like seeing men being openly affectionate and loving. Calling each other baby, and saying their relationship is important. I think it's doing great things in normalizing closensess between men and also platonic displays of affection. It would be neat if they were queer/dating (and some of them do have vibes beyond the ship thing that make me go 👀🏳️‍🌈❓). Because celebrities being openly queer is potentially game changing for large numbers of people. But so long as they are not assholes it's ok if they are just allies who don't behave in a toxic macho way. I don't know them, this is just for fun. If they are great, amazing if they aren't 🤷‍♀️ that's none of my business.

[justhyunhoer]

Midnight surprise ♡

Masterlist

Pairings : hwang hyunjin X Lee min ho , hyunlix and minsung as besties.

Warnings: it's an AU, kisses, anxiety(not really), midnight date, holding hands.

Mid winters were going on when suddenly out of the blue minho and hyunjin decided to share the bucket list they made for the season , cause they didn't had any better thing to talk upon during their brake. Usually they sit with their group but today it turned out that they all were gone for some reason.

Minho's was simple : visiting his parents, buying toys for his cats , going to an amusement park with his bestie jisung , and a movie date with his friends.

Hyunjin was quiet upset cause the other didn't had anything to do with him, but anyways it wasn't like he was his boyfriend or something cause Hyunjin was too shy to confess, morely scared .

"What are your plans hyunjin? "

"Aghh, it's nothing much hyung . I just want to have a hot cup of noodles,late at night, when it's really chilly at..you know those red snack carts ?"

"Those type they show in dramas ?" Minho asked with an amused smile, which in response hyunjin bite his lips out of nervousness thinking whether the older found his wish weird or something.

"Yes, it's simple right..." His voice trailed down ,as this particular wish is always left unfulfilled at the end , and probably that will remain unchanged for this year too.

Minho noticed that hyunjin was quiet down after that and he knew that this simple wish of him was quiet difficult as their hostel restricted them going out of the university premises after 8 pm to avoid any kind of nuisance that would ruin their reputation (problems of the prestigious ones). Bit crazy but facts.

Challenge accepted

This was the perfect chance for minho to ask hyunjin out in a romantic way which he himself never thought of. It is challenging cause sneaking out of their dormitories wasn't easy at all but minho have to take the risk for his crush.

"Are you sure you want to do this, hyung!?" Jisung exclaimed after minho asked him for help . "I am , that's why I asked you sungie." Minho sighed and plopped down on his bed as already a week passed after their chat and the homework they gave was immense. But still minho managed to study the possible ways that they could sneak out,  but they were all too dangerous,  that's when he remembered that han mentioned something about his friends sneaking out or so not too long ago,

" Okay,  let's meet Chan , changbin and seungmin first, and then you can decide whether it's a good idea or not."

***

Now the task was easy as he just had to butter the security guard properly and done!

He'll  probably meet him around 9 as he had a night shift.

***

Minho left the room when jisung was still fully engaged in completing a work of music that their department assigned them.

"Ajjushi,  pleaseee..."

"No means no."

"I've never ever sneaked before ! Just this time , please."

"You want me to fall for that?"

"It's matter of love! Just this once, I promise I wont create any trouble,  pleasee..."

"Aghh, kids these days! "

With lot more pleading , minho received the permission . But there was a condition that if they won't return until 5 , they would get into a problem cause that's when his shift ends. This indeed was the safest way to sneak out without ending up into the principal's office.

Okay now I have to find a location and text hyunjin. Perfect!

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[12 :00]

Minho : hey, jinne. Are you free right now?

(few minutes later)

Hyunjin : yes, what's the matter?

Minho : nothing much , dress up warmly and come over to my dorm.

Hyunjin : why hyung? Is something wrong?

Minho : just come here! Stop questioning!

Hyunjin: okay hyungiee <3

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"What's up jinnie at this hour?" Felix questioned as hyunjin paused the drama they were watching on lix's laptop.

Hyunjin started jumping on the bed happily, making noises, leaving Felix confused. he decided to look at his bestfriend's then displaying mobile screen.

"OH MY GOD! HWANG HYUNJIN!" Felix got up and shook his shoulders with a wide amused yet happy grin. "Hurry up jinnie! You have to doll up!" Felix said pulling the taller down the bed and rumbled through their closet, looking for a suitable clothing.

"You have to make him fall for you today!" Felix said picking an outfit "But lix...WhY he wants me there at THIS hour?" Hyunjin said , thinking about every possible reasons , but found none. "Dunno, stop overthinking, jinnie." Hyunjin nodded and did his hair , honestly just combed it and ran his hand through them . Clean yet messy look. Perfect.

"Lix this won't do ! He told me to dress warmly " hyunjin whined and threw the crop top at the other's face . Felix just giggled and selected a creamish knitted sweater and regular blue pants. Hyunjin applied his cherry lip balm and nothing else. Finally after 15 mins he took his jacket and left .

His heart was beating abnormally if that's what it's said , he read the digits 501 and knocked twice. Minho opened the door and instead of giving hyunjin way in, he came out and locked the door behind him. His assumption was correct ,hyunjin came without a muffler and it was pretty chilly out there...more than usual.

Minho handed him two hot hand packs and settled a muffler around his neck , this action startled the younger. "H..hyung why these- What are you planning!?" His eyes widened at the time when minho said , "Emptying your bucketlist."

Minho held his hand and started walking away, "Are we- hyung! Noo!" He whined "Yes we are , you whiny baby." Minho smiled in his direction, feet never forgetting their way.

On their way down hyunjin again interrogated "but what If we get caught ?" His hot breath making little white fog appear in front of his lips. "Remember, I have muffler instead of tissues here." "You are tough lee min ho. " hyunjin teasingly sighed . "I know right." Usually minho would bicker back but today was different, right?

"Why are we following the normal way out?"

"Trust me jinnie, will you ?"

"I was just curious though..."

He pouted and followed him like a baby duckling following the mother duck. He felt weird when the security gave them a thumbs up when minho mentioned his name but also received a questioning look where the brunette nodded in response with a wide smile.

____

Felix : hey, sungiee

Jisung: yes ,lixiee

Felix : where are you ?

Jisung: at the dorm, why? ...Okay hyung took jinnie on a date !

Felix: date? You mean he's gonna propose him !?

Jisung: yes! And he didn't wanted to spoil it hence, I didn't told you.

Felix: you meaniee

Jisung : lol sorry, an don't you dare text hyunjin!

Felix : I won't!

Jisung : go to bed now, they'll be late...

Felix: are they ....

Jisung : nope.

Felix : oh okay

Jisung: go to bed nowww!

Felix : nope, gotta complete the drama first!

Jisung : I just can't-

Felix : heheheh byeee

_____

***

Minho never imagined the situation that they are in right now : walking side by side with hyunjin on a cold winter night with beautiful night sky , illuminated by the stars and moon. Cold breeze hitting their skin where hyunjin's half face is covered with the muffler that minho gave him, his pink tinted cheeks still slightly visible though an him taking little glances at the younger during their little talks , here and there. Everything was just perfect.

Right now they were laughing on a random joke minho said , to minho the laughing hyunjin in front of him was all he needed at te moment. The way his eyes almost disappeared and that smile he was flashing right now did things to minho .

"You look pretty, jinnie."

The sudden compliment from the older made hyunjin's heart skip a beat. A red color covered his cheeks which wasn't because of the cold weather.

"You didn't meant that, did you?" Hyunjin said hoping a 'I did' just to get disappointed by "You're smart hwang hyunjin !" Minho joked and laughed to recieve a "Yaah!" And a playful slap on his arm .

It was now hyunjin's chance to admire him... From last 20 mins he's trying to suppress the urge to hold minho's hand and honestly that was the only thing he needed to make this moment perfect, after all he won't ruin this already perfect moment , which was a night date with him by asking that . Well, that's what he thought.

"We're here! " Minho joyfully exclaimed and turned off the maps when he spotted a red snack cart and turned off the maps. Just few steps and hyunjin's wish would be fulfilled.

***

"Two hot noodles please! " minho cheerfully made the order when hyunjin was looking for a table which were settled there. They were 4 in total , two empty, and the remaining two had one couple and a group of employees. He finally picked one which was around a tree, which was a small round table with two chairs .

Minho came with their bowls on a tray and returned it later,

"Mmmm, yummy!" Hyunjin expressed with his entire body and the older giggled. "Eat well !" Minho said taking his first bite an had same expression as him.

"By the way, what were you doing when u texted you?"

"Watching a drama with lixie."

"Really ? Even when the work they gave to our departmentwas hectic? " minho widened his eye.

"They can always wait , lol." Hyunjin laughed and minho sighed, shaking his head in disbelief.

Their bowls were half empty by the time hyunjin halted their talks and beautifully smiled at the other, he was never this expressive (being dramaticis other thing ) but the happiness he was feeling today was just too much for him to contain. This sudden action of the younger made minho bit self conscious. Few seconds them admiring eachother and this time minho was the one who was flustered.

"Thank you hyung, I really mean it." Hyunjin broke the silence and it was one of the rarest times when minho's brain wasn't able to process a answer, just mesmerized by the boy sitting in front of him.

"W..wellcome....?" He blamed himself for stuttering and not looking in hyunjin's eyes. Before hyunjin can ease him for the same he clenched his fists and took a deep breath in order to muster up the courage for the thing he was planning to do.

Whereas hyunjin was just starting at his face trying to read what the other was up to.

"Hwang hyunjin, I know it's not the best way to ask anyone out , probablythe worst, but I like you and will you be my boyfriend ?" Minho literally rapped and white fog appearing in front of his lips as he relieved a sigh. He opened his eyes to meet the boy with widened eyes and a hand over his lips. Hyunjin's brain was malfunctioning right now.

Nothing changed for the last 5 seconds and then...

"It's okay hyunjin if it's a n-"

He was cutted off by something soft as cloud and plump, they were hyunjin's lips. Yes, right now he is being kissed by hyunjin who was bending over that small table to reach him , which minho gave in. He was on cloud nine right now. The kiss wasn't deep , just their lips pressed against eachother.

They pulled away soon when they heard cheers and claps around them, only to find out that people around them were cheering for them. They both were flustered for a second , blushing and smiling at the strangers.

Then hyunjin realized what he actually did, actually when minho stared speaking fir the other time, hyunjin's lips made their way to minho's without hyunjin knowing, in a hurry because his mind stopped functioning properly and the kdrama style response was all it thought about at that time.

They finished their remaining bowls without uttering a single word. Cause both of them needed some time to digest what just happened.

"I'll pay."

"O-okay."

Hyunjin prepared himself when Minho went to pay.

Hwang hyunjin, you got this. You're now lee minho's boyfriend. Calm down, calm down. He likes you too. YOU'RE DATING HIM NO-

His thoughts were halted when...

"Let's go." Minho smiled and offered his hand to hyunjin , which hyunjin grinned and held, now he was relieved, completely.

They started walking, hands in hand. This was a like dream to hyunjin: his crush asking him out, his pending wish (since years) getting fulfilled, more importantly him kissing his crush (now boyfriend) and right now walking hands in hands with him on a chilly winter night.

"Hyung, we're dating...?" It was a more like a question.

"Let me clear your doubt." Minho said , facing hyujin.

Hyunjin was confused, "hu-" it was now his turn to be cutted off with a kiss.

Minho tilted the younger's face with one hand and grabbed his neck with another and engaged him in a kiss, this one was a lot different than the previous one. This one was deep and passionate, filled with love. It wasn't a heated one but indeed was deep.

Hyunjin started feeling light headed, fully submitting himself to his boyfriend, resting his hands around his waist. After a minute or so ,both of them pulled apart to refill their lungs.

"Clear?"

"As Crystal."

"Good."

Minho ruffled hyunjin's hair and started walking away, hands in his pocket, leaving hyunjin behind. "Hey! Wait for me." Hyunjin caught up , clinging onto the others arm. "Your little rap was pretty good hyung! You can even beat Jisung if you try." Hyunjin joked, nudging.

"Muffler"

"Algetseumnida."

To minho, the sound of their laugh was beautiful, the night was beautiful, hyunjin's smile was beautiful, the way hyunjin felt was beautiful, his scent was beautiful, everything was beautiful, hyunjin himself was beautiful.

Their way back was full of jokes and teasing, no matter what their relationship with eachother is, one thing was for sure that they'll never miss a chance to tease eachother, specifically hyunjin.

***

Minho's room number was 501 where hyunjin's was 608. So today hyunjin got the chance to drop his boyfriend off (so drama-ish).

"Stop it hwang. "

"Let me walk you hyunggg, pweasee." Hyunjin tugged onto the others jacket with a whiny pout.

"Got it , got it."

Even though minho was acting this way from the outside, but truth to be told, he was loving it.

At minho's dorm:-

When minho entered the room , jisung was sleeping peacefully. But by the time he removed his jacket and shoes jisung was up on the bed. Ready to shoot loads of questions.

"It's 3 in the morning sungie, go to sleep, I'll you tommorow." Minho said knowing his friend way too well, adjusting himself I'm his comforter and turning off the lamps.

"Dang! Just tell me how it went then,"

"It was well. Wait, well is an understatement. "

"You better tell me each and every detail tommorow! "

"Got it, goodnight~"

Seems like neither minho or hyunjin were gonna sleep tonight.

At hyunjin's dorm:-

Hyunjin expected Felix to be waiting for him, excited to know what happened between them two. But as soon as hyunjin entered the dorm, he saw that te lights were off and Felix was sleeping like a 2 year old in front of the laptop screen, where drama was still playing on it.

He tucked the boy under the comforter on his bed properly.

Hyunjin went to his own later , somehow his hand unconsciously touching his lips. And te man was smiling like a weirdo , feeling of minho's soft lips was still lingering on his own. He spent the remaining night burying his face in pillow and throwing his legs up and down, remembering the events.

His head was replaying the scene where minho tilted hyunjin's face and the way his-

STOP IT HWANG HYUNJIN !

STOP IT LEE MINHO !

The case was the same with both. But eventually they drifted to sleep , thanks to the work their university gave.

(I saw a tiktok where hyunjin mentioned about his bucketlist and him wishing to have a late night snack at those red snack cart...)

[cb-143]

XENO-T reaction (smut): They’re jealous

Anon 1:  Reaction when they are jealous because their gf/bf is close friend with another boy idol from different group

Anon 2:  Maybe reaction when their s/o is really close with their bff and they are literally always together?

Slight NSFW themes in some of them~

P-Goon

You knew exactly how Sehyuk felt about you spending time with Yuta. He was your ex, but you decided to stay friends, and now your current boyfriend got jealous every time he saw Yuta anywhere near you. Maybe, you realised, the three of you going to a party together wasn’t the best idea. You could feel Sehyuk’s eyes glued to you, watching as you danced. It made it even worse that he couldn’t drink, as he would have to drive Yuta home, before going home with you himself. Still, you and Yuta wanted to have fun. Both of you didn’t really care as you started dancing together. He even giggled shyly as you started to grind against him. P-Goon didn’t think it was funny at all. Once you caught his eyes and recognised that familiar look in his face, you immediately stopped the grinding. You already knew that you were going to have one rough night.

During the entire drive back to Yuta’s home, he was quiet. During the drive back to your own house, he rested his hand on your thigh when he stopped at a red light. He squeezed it, and you gulped at his tight grip, but neither of you said anything. Once the car stopped in front of your home, you finally spoke up. “I don’t get why you react like that. Yuta’s a nice guy. He meant well.” But that only seemed to infuriate him further. “Get inside the house. To the bedroom. When I get there as well, I want you naked, on all fours.” All you could reply was “Yes sir.” You did as he said. You could feel goosebumps form on your skin as you kneeled there, though you didn’t know if it was from the cold air blowing in through the open window, or if it was from the anticipation of your punishment. You stared blankly at the duvet in front of your face, scared, and when  the door opened, you already knew; daddy was there.

Hojoon

He wanted to spend time with you, and you wanted to spend time with Yoo Youngjae, so what you ended up doing was simply going together with Hojoon and Youngjae to your desired location. Everything went well. Hojoon and Youngjae got along well too, you didn’t worry about a thing as your day together went flawless. At least you though it did, but apparently your boyfriend didn’t seem to think so, as he started grabbing you all over when you were back home. “I think..” he trailed off as he placed some gentle, yet suggestive kisses along your neck “Someone has been neglecting me today, hm… What do you think, baby?” You struggled to get out an answer, your senses already overwhelmed by his soft, romantic gestures. “I think you should give me something as well..?” You nodded, agreeing, even saying that you’d do ‘anything at all’ to please him. He smirked at your words, loving the sound of them. You gulped, but never ended up regretting your words in the slightest, not when you ended up on the floor, on your hands and knees,  Hojoon behind you, wildly pounding into you. In his hand he tightly held, or more so pulled, your hair, holding you back to give him perfect access to your neck, to abuse and mark it even further. As he reached around your body with his free hand, to bring you even more pleasure, you felt tears brim at your eyes, so close to your own release. All you heard were Hojoon’s praising words in your ear, mixed with your higher pitched moans, before it all went white.

Sangdo

You came late for dinner once again. This time, the other four members were there too. They were all sitting around the table, waiting, silently, for you. The others could sense that Sangdo was getting angry, but he didn’t care. He didn’t have the strength to care anymore. He just felt so disappointed. Since you started hanging out with Wonho, you had less and less time for Sangdo, who was actually your boyfriend. He used to not care about who you were around with or not, but it started to influence your relationship as well. Right now it ruined his evening, and made him look stupid in front of the other members. When you finally did arrive, almost half an hour too late, he didn’t talk to you. He wouldn’t even look at you. He was silent throughout the whole dinner, and even when the boys were gone, he didn’t talk to you, sleeping on the couch that night. He felt sad thinking about what would happen, but he told himself that he’d have to talk to you, discuss this issue with you, first thing tomorrow.

Nakta

It was never really a problem for him that you were so close to Ravi, he knew that you had friends, just as he did. But when he came home the day you said you’d be out with Ravi, and he heard very familiar moans come from the bedroom, he felt as if his heart had stopped beating for a moment. He stood there frozen, just listening for a moment, he was shocked, but he could already feel the anger and sadness growing inside him. Once his limbs allowed him to, he moved slowly towards the room he knew you were in – with him.

As he finally opened the door, he wasn’t any less shocked, but he felt a little relieved. A sigh escaped his lips, but it turned into a small moan as he watched you pleasure yourself with just your fingers, obviously wanting, longing for more than just that. As you heard Nakta’s moan, you turned towards him, not even shy as you begged him to help you. How could he say no to that?

Minsung

“I just don’t.. I mean… I know Hansol is your friend, but… it’s my day off and you don’t even spend it with me?” Your boyfriend pouted. He was finally home for the weekend, being really busy the rest of the week, but you had completely forgotten that he would be home, and had already made plans with Seventeen’s Vernon. “Babe…” you tried, but when you saw the tears glistening in Minsung’s eyes, the words you had meant to say got stuck in your throat. It hurt your heart to see him this way. “Am I not enough?” You assured him that he was enough, he was more than he enough, anything you could’ve ever asked for; to show and prove that to him, you began to kiss all over his face. First his forehead, then his cheek, then his lips. The more soft kisses were peppered onto his face, the more he seemed to calm down. He started to completely let go and melt under your hands and lips, letting you kiss him, touch him any way you wanted.

Soon, you were both in bed, your lips still never leaving him. There were marks you had made, purple and dark, on his neck, and on his chest. You had kissed his body, his mouth, went from his neck to his inner thighs; he whimpered, couldn’t help himself but to push his hips up as you teasingly avoided the one specific region he needed you to kiss. You didn’t tease him for too long. It was a special day – or at least what was left of the day – such a special occasion, you both being in love and with each other. You wanted to love him, spoil him treat him right. Praises spilled from your lips, even when you rode him, and he could do nothing but moan and enjoy it.

B-Jyu

He didn’t understand why you always had to hang out with J-Hope. HE was your boyfriend, not Hoseok! You should spend most of your time with Byungjoo, not with some other boy, or was he not good enough? He really couldn’t understand it. He was currently sitting on the sofa, his arms crossed in front of his chest, while you sat next to him, telling him about your fun times with J-Hope. B-Joo pouted, rolling his eyes while you laughed at the oh-so-fun memory. When he didn’t laugh with you, you finally realised that something was wrong. But when you asked him what was up, he just shrugged. He got up and walked into the kitchen, apparently to clean the dishes that were still dirty. “I’m fine,” he insisted, “Don’t worry.”

Xero

He watched, rolling his eyes, as Zico continued to shamelessly flirt with you. He knew that Zico was completely aware of the fact that you were taken – taken by Xero himself, so no matter how hard he tried, it would lead him nowhere. At the beginning, Xero didn’t care. You were at this party, you were allowed to have fun, he was allowed to laugh at idiots who tried to make a move on you. It was the fact that you eventually started flirting back, even winking at Zico, that drove him crazy. As time went on, Xero grew more and more jealous. He watched for several more minutes, and his eyes went wide open, his jaw dropping, when you leaned over and kissed Zico’s cheek. That was the moment Xero jumped up from his chair, walking over to you and grabbing your hand to pull you away from Zico, without even sparing him one last glance. “What the fuck,” Xero asked as he had brought you to the other and of the room, “did you think you were doing?! Why did you kiss Zico?!” He seemed to be mad, furious. The fire in his eyes was burning, making the brown orbs appear to be glowing. His hair was messy, from him running his hand through it multiple times. Xero looked like a dangerous, mad, hot mess standing in front of you, ready to attack and ravish you.

“Oops.” You replied, giggling before you slurred your next words “wrong Jiho.” He growled at your words, his hand suddenly landing flat on the wall, right next to your face, hitting it so hard that you jumped in fear. He looked into your eyes, not any more sober than you were, he leaned down to claim your lips with his. There was nothing even remotely gentle about the kiss, it seemed almost harsh, but his dominance, the way your teeht were clashing against one another, turned you on so badly. Even Xero moaned into the kiss, forgetting the loud, busy party going on around you.

A-Tom

As your relationship was going well, and you had been dating for several months, Sanggyun thought it would be a good idea to introduce you to the members of JBJ. They were such good friends, and he wanted them to know you, as well as to show off his girl/boy in front of them. This turned out to be a mistake, as you and Kenta suddenly turned into best friends. Sanggyun was fine with this at the beginning, but you spend more time with him than Sanggyun. The next time you all hung out together, Sanggyun, you, and the other JBJ members, you immediately ran towards Kenta, hugging him and giving him your widest smile, which usually was all reserved for Sanggyun. It made him feel angry, jealous, disappointed in you.  The more time passed, the worse it got, and the thinner Sanggyuns patience got. When you laughed at something Kenta said, hitting his arm and leaving it there, he snapped. Sanggyun stood up, angry, and pulling you away from Kenta. The others had no idea what was happening, and neither did you, but suddenly you were being dragged you away from the group and taken home against your will. He insisted that you stopped talking to Kenta. His jealousy made him go blind, he could only see you and Kenta, together, as a couple. It scared him. He didn’t want to admit it, but he was too scared to lose you to think straight in that moment. 

Sangwon

He watched, a pout already on his lips, as you poked Yoonsan’s cheek again. He knew you were friends, close friends, but was this sort of affection showing really necessary. “San-saniiiee!” When those words left your mouth, Sangwon sighed, turning away from you two to get something to drink in the kitchen. Facing the kitchen sink as he poured water in his glass, he didn’t notice you following him, slowly sneaking your way up to him. You spoke up right as he took his first sip, which made him spit out some of the water, whilst choking on the rest. “Could you not sneak up on me all the time? It’s really fucking annoying.” he protested after he stopped dying, an angry expression now on his face. You apologised, explained to him that you noticed his strange behaviour, and asked him what was wrong.

He shrugged at your question, taking slow steps towards you whilst you were leaning against the counter. “I’m your boyfriend. Only I should get to touch you.” He finally confessed his thoughts, deeply looking into your eyes. You didn’t quite know how to reply to that, simply blushing at his bold statement. You didn’t even get the chance to scold him for his jealousy, his lips suddenly covering yours, pushing back the words you were about to say, and all the thoughts in your head, away.

In the midst of you taking off each others clothes, sharing kisses in between, you tried to signal to Sangwon that you had to act fast, you didn’t have much time, Yoonsan was still waiting outside, but he didn’t seem to care. Truly, having you sit on the counter top, and having his face burried between your legs, with your hands pulling on his hair, he couldn’t seem to remember why he should care. It seemed to give him more motivation, remembering that your friend was still outside, not to mention that he could walk in at any minute.

This turned out way too long bc of the plot…I’m sorry the reactions vary so much in length ;-;